what i'm gonna to take

is it graphic design or industrial design? fuck lah cmni.at first i've heard that UiTM had come out with a new course.new media.but when i want to apply for degree,XDE!! fuck lahh.janji manis.now there's 2 option.graphic or industrial? fine art memang tak ah.berat lahh course tuh.gile aku jap g.haha.dua dua aku minat.tapi entahh!! graphic dh ramai yg amek.industrial mcm susah.or or..should i go to another places? argghhhhh! god please help me.i don't want to make the wrong choice.it's my degree man! takleh main amek sukahati je.it is for my future.what i'm gonna be?

the commitment

one day i think about my love life.am i able to be a lover to any woman? at first i can't find the answer.now i get it.i am not.because i think, with my condition right now,i can't give any commitment to a woman that i will love.ok first i don't have fucking money.second,i don't think i can't spend more time with the woman.third, i'm afraid that i can't make her happy.they are many things that i have to think before i want to go a date.where i can't get the money? probably u need so damn the fucking money.movie,the food,gas for the car,toll.fuck! why,why,why?!! i don't want always ask my dad or my mom for the money.they also got something to buy,something to spend with the money.i want to give the best for my love partner.i know im not so that good but i will try.i wanna have a long long relationship and if can i wanna marry the girl.yeahh.i'm fucking serious about that.now i said to myself.i just wanna go with the flow.if got one.i'll try to give the best commitment i got.i don't want to say that when i got a real job,then i start thinking about having a partner.no..because anything can happen.it feels really great when u use ur own money.am i right what i'm saying? so now just go with the flowwwww! hahaha *if can get laid to any women,get laidd lah haha.no im joking. :D

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mind said let it go but heart dont let it

dari dulu sampai sekarang aku asyik fikirkan bnde ni.am i have to let her go? everyday i keep asking myself.it seems like theres no hope im trying,waiting anymore.i felt like mcm dia rase tak selesa bila aku ade,mcm aku ni penyemak alam je.thats hurt man.is there a way to forget about the things that we like the most?boleh jadi gila lahh cmni.only god knows how much i love her.seriously its truely hurt when ur love tak dibalas.biarlah aku sorg je yg rase.everyday,every minute i think of her.girl,i love u so much.now what im hoping right now,let god decide what best for me.hehe :')

Thanks dad for the PHONE! :)

speechless! taktau lahh nk cakap apeee.all i can say thanksss dad! :D

SELAMAT HARI JADI KEPADA AKU

WAHHHHH aku dh masuk 20! haha shit.im gettin old man..anyway thanks guys for all the wishes.i hope this new age gonna be a new life of me.insyaallah..i dont know what to say.all i know im happy because im 20 know.haha.thanks again GUYS!LOVE U ALL :))