Saturday, October 16, 2010

jealousy

man,i cant stop thinking about her.i always dream about her.serious i never felt like this before.for me,she is so special.her laugh,the way she talks,all lahh! this day,i go out and find a present for her birthday.but i dont know what to give her.so i text to her but i lied to her because i dont want she know that im buying a present for her.im asked her 'what a things that a girl always like?'.she said she dont know.okay lahh.then i ask her,where she at? then she replied she go out with her friend name syuk.!damn! it was hurt man.serious shit.is she wanna make me jealous?i dont know.u...the present is for u.ok.serious im jealous.i cant control it anymore man.yesterday was the best day in my life.going home with her,ride a bus with her.we had a long conversation.but when she wanna go back home,my heart was said,plss dont leave me.stay with me.then when i shake her hand,i felt that i wanna hold her hand tight and dont wanna let her leave.but i cant do nothing.because she is not mine.god,pls help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i like herr so muchh! :(

BBQ with classmates!








This BBQ was held also at Teluk Batik on 2.10.10.it was fun night.the best part is im drivinf a van!first time in my life.truthly it was horrible.not how the driving but the condition of the van.it was fuck!but pg mampos lahhh.all of my classmates was there except balqis and nik.why u guys dont want to come?hmm..rugi.the cooking part was control by murni and the transportation by me.the night was really great and thanks to you all guys cuz celebrate my birthday eventhough its too early.haha.nevermind lahh.at that night just had a bit dissapointed because teluk batik was rain.xkesahh lahh.redahh sudahhh.kannn? haha.lastly wanna say that is wass fucking great! hahaa LOVE U ALL :)

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

the new choc




OMG!i have turned to 19.haha.dh tue dh aku.on 6.10 i've turned to 19.i wish that after this,i will become a new me.be more matured,thinking positive and different from before.to all my fellas,thanks for all the wishes.i really appreciate that man!love u guys and also thanks to my parents cuz have raise me till now.love u guys!k lahhh CHALOS!! :D