jealousy

man,i cant stop thinking about her.i always dream about her.serious i never felt like this before.for me,she is so special.her laugh,the way she talks,all lahh! this day,i go out and find a present for her birthday.but i dont know what to give her.so i text to her but i lied to her because i dont want she know that im buying a present for her.im asked her 'what a things that a girl always like?'.she said she dont know.okay lahh.then i ask her,where she at? then she replied she go out with her friend name syuk.!damn! it was hurt man.serious shit.is she wanna make me jealous?i dont know.u...the present is for u.ok.serious im jealous.i cant control it anymore man.yesterday was the best day in my life.going home with her,ride a bus with her.we had a long conversation.but when she wanna go back home,my heart was said,plss dont leave me.stay with me.then when i shake her hand,i felt that i wanna hold her hand tight and dont wanna let her leave.but i cant do nothing.because she is not mine.god,pls help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i like herr so muchh! :(

BBQ with classmates!

This BBQ was held also at Teluk Batik on 2.10.10.it was fun night.the best part is im drivinf a van!first time in my life.truthly it was horrible.not how the driving but the condition of the van.it was fuck!but pg mampos lahhh.all of my classmates was there except balqis and nik.why u guys dont want to come?hmm..rugi.the cooking part was control by murni and the transportation by me.the night was really great and thanks to you all guys cuz celebrate my birthday eventhough its too early.haha.nevermind lahh.at that night just had a bit dissapointed because teluk batik was rain.xkesahh lahh.redahh sudahhh.kannn? haha.lastly wanna say that is wass fucking great! hahaa LOVE U ALL :)

the new choc

OMG!i have turned to 19.haha.dh tue dh aku.on 6.10 i've turned to 19.i wish that after this,i will become a new me.be more matured,thinking positive and different from before.to all my fellas,thanks for all the wishes.i really appreciate that man!love u guys and also thanks to my parents cuz have raise me till now.love u guys!k lahhh CHALOS!! :D

uitm perakk

arghhhhhhhhhh!! nk blik sne dhh.nk face up so much prob.shit!cuti xpuas ag dohhh.goodbye KL,hello S.I :D

the girl :)

man,i like her so much.i've told her that i like her and start to love her.at first she like speechless and a bit sounds happy.she told me that she want to think.i said its okay.take a time.i dont push u to make a decision.okay.last two days,she told me about this.she said that she's not ready yet for a serious relationship and she afraid that mybe someday she hurt me and this will make the relationship 6 of us will brake.she dont want it and she said especially me.she also tell me that actually she likes me 2 but she's not ready yet.hmmm..that is her decision.i cant force her.i said that i've think about 6 of us 2..i dont want to lose us and also especially u.maybe someday u will accept me.we just go with the flow rite? i said dont make it hard.im okay.i dont know how to face her at the class.god,pls help me.i really2 like her.i dont know how to do it anymore.last night i cant sleep.i kept thinking about her.juliani johari,u have take my heart.hmm..i think i just have to accept it.irfan,kuatkan semangat!ok. :(

shit,i have fall in love with them! :D

nike hi tops,nike air max.man,i dont know why they are soo fucked up!thats hot mann!i dont care,i want to gain some money and make this mine! :D

RAYA 2010

i want to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my families,my frens and anyone knows me.firstly,i wanna ask an apologise to u all.if i've had done anything wrong to u all,pls forgive me k.this picture was taken by my bro(izzaz).thanks!we celebrate this raya at umah cik bedak,negeri sembilan and on a second raya baru pg sentul.this raya was great,eventho rmi yg xjoin skali.haha.lastly i wanna thank to all yg kasi sye duet raya!especially ayah! SELAMAT HARI RAYE. :))